It�s fucking 1am in the fucking morning. I�ve been listening to this infant cry for six hours. I�m so utterly alone. All the fucking advice I get�.well where the fuck are you when I�m alone with this baby and can�t get her to stop crying? I�ve rocked her. I�ve burped her. I�ve changed her diaper over and over and over. I�ve fed her so much I�m surprised she hasn�t exploded. Now I�m trying to let her cry it out. Actually I�ve been trying to let her cry it out since 11am. It�s time for yet another feeding. Fuck. I swear to god I am never having another child ever again. Not with the �copious� amounts of support I get from my husband. That�s for damn sure. Just like my baby, I can�t stop crying. Now I know why mom�s jump off of bridges.