2 year wedding anniversary
* 2009-02-13 - 9:26 a.m. *
Tomorrow Mike and I will be celebrating our 2 year wedding anniversary. In April it will be three years since we met. In May it will be 4 years since I was liberated from my ex-husband. And in August it will be 4 years since all of the toxicity in my life disappeared and my journey of self healing began. I realized the other day, as I was snuggled with my puppy on the couch, that I am completely emotionally healed. My emotional baggage has been put to the curve, never to be seen again. Which makes me wonder if my being in remission is a permanent thing. I became sick during the affair. So obviously my stress was affecting me at a cellular level. Maybe now that I’m emotionally cured my body is cured as well?! Wouldn’t that be wonderful?
My hypnobirth classes are going so well. It’s amazing how powerful the brain is. Wednesday I was able to create numbness in my hand and move it to other parts of my body. I touched my cheek and I swear it felt like I was injected with Novocain. It’s also very healing. I meditate at least twice a day and I feel so relaxed and comfortable. My sleep is restful and I’m just happy over all. I’m thinking I have about 5-6 weeks left before I birth my angel girl. Just a feeling I have. I wonder if it’s intuition or wishful thinking? I just want to hold my baby.
Tonight Mike and I are going to a coed passion party, tomorrow we’re going to spoil each other rotten and tomorrow night his band is playing. Sunday is our baby shower followed by Mike’s mom’s birthday dinner. Busy, busy weekend!!!!