I’ve been so hungry lately. STARVING! At first I thought it was because of the steroids but now that I’m off of them you would think my appetite would get smaller. So not the case. I’m also a little late. Not horribly late….just a few days late. Considering that I’m only on my second month off the pill, my body is going to be a little wacky. I know I’m not knocked up yet. We’ve been taking a few precautions to not get pregnant. At least until my body has healed a little. Ok…so maybe in the heat of passion it’s kind of hard to think about those things, and we slip up a lot, but I’m pretty sure I’m not with spawn. Still can’t understand my voracious appetite.
I’ve been feeling really good lately. These new drugs are really doing to the trick. It’s such an awesome feeling to wake up in the morning and not have a belly ache.
Like I mentioned in my last entry, our buddy is staying at our house for the week. I’m really worried about him. He stayed up almost all night last night and when I opened up the garbage this morning it was full of beer cans. I think I’ll try to stay up with him tonight to keep him company, considering I don’t have to work tomorrow. I’ll pull out some board games or something. Anything to keep his mind occupied. Maybe I’ll teach him how to play the game phase10. That can take hours to play!
I’ve noticed that Mike and I are becoming a lot closer since this whole thing started. We definitely appreciate each other more. I was talking to one of my good friends about it and she couldn’t believe that they were splitting up. “If they couldn’t make it, no one has a chance.” Tell me about it. I never knew two people who loved and respected each other as much as they did…do. Something must have happened. I always think about how people thought the same about Vince and me. No one knew what was going on under the surface. With me or with him. I tried to hint to her that I was there to talk to if she ever needed it. I’ve been there. I know. I wish she didn’t feel so alone right now. And whatever comfort she’s getting right now, from whoever it is, I hope she knows that it’s not going to give her the growth she needs. I’m more then sure she knows this. My sweet angel girl…..