Things are different now. Sex is meaningful again. I laugh a lot more. I now cry because I�m happy. I�m cleaning the house again. I�m gardening. I play with the dog. I�m�.happy. *grin* Whatever it was that was pulling me down is now gone. I hope it stays gone. My brother is coming for a visit this week. The only sibling that cares about what�s going on in my life. He actually calls. Asks how I�m doing. Granted , he�s the closest to me in age (12.5 years older), so there�s less of a generation gap. His wife just kicked him out of the house. She didn�t love him and married him so that he could buy her a house. When he said he wouldn�t, she kicked him out. Poor guy, he really loved her. I�m hooking him up with a few of my girlfriends that want some �fun� but don�t want commitments. I have a lot of those. Well�.I guess that�s it for now. *huggles*