Mike and I have finally decided on a name we both can be happy with. Olivia Adela if it�s a girl. If we have a boy�well then we�re fucked. We just don�t agree on names right now. I mention a name that I like and he tells me about someone he knows with that name and how much of an ass they are. Visa Versa. Between the two of us, we know a lot of assholes. Mike�s fairly certain we�re having a girl. I think it�s just wishful thinking. �I want a little girl that looks just like you.� Well I want a little boy that looks just like him. His mom gave me baby pictures and I just about melted. I can imagine myself holding a sweet little boy with freckles, auburn hair and cute pudgy little arms and fingers. *sigh* I had a dream we were having a girl though. I picked her up out of her cradle, changed her diaper and then breast fed her. It felt like a routine that I had done over and over. I just looked down on her sweet little face and I instantly knew her. Mike had a dream that our baby was a boy�.and a dog. �It was one of those weird dreams, you know when people morph into someone else.� I know all about weird dreams. It�s crazy how intense my sex dreams are lately. And I get a LOT of sex dreams. Mainly I just dream about characters in movies or people I met that day. I�ve also discovered that I�m a total lesbian in my dreams. The only man I have sex dreams about is my husband, but I think I�ve had sex with over a dozen chicks. Hot chicks. I mean really, really HOT chicks. I even woke up from a dream in the middle of an orgasm. Unfortunately that does not transfer into my day to day life. I�ve been so exhausted lately and my libido was the first casualty. Well, X is coming back. *grin* I got more action this weekend then I�ve had in over a month. My fatigue is starting to go away but severe headaches and heartburn are moving in to take its place. I�m also getting symptoms of a flare up as well. I lost about 5lbs over the last 4 days and I�m really getting worried. I don�t want to limit my diet the way I did before I was pregnant. I don�t want my baby to be malnourished, but the way things are going right now he�ll be malnourished anyway. I�m going to cut down on the pasta, no matter how much I love it, and really limit my sugar intake. I don�t know what else to do. It�s not just me that I have to worry about now. I have to kick this before it gets really serious.