Well, I�m under a tad bit of stress. New baby, very sick mom and online classes I have to finish before the end of June or I�ll lose my insurance license. I have 9 hours down and 16 more to go. Not to mention my sister-in-law is upset that we didn�t ask her and her husband to be godparents for our baby�s baptism. Even though Olivia is being baptized Nondenominational, growing up Catholic the role of the godparent is as a spiritual guide that helps the child become strong in their faith. I picked my friend Elle who is very spiritual in the Mother Earth sort of way. She is a strong believer of god but isn�t religious (a big plus) and she has been studying spiritual healing. For godfather we picked Scotty. When he got out of prison he became a completely different person. He was an atheist before and now is a strong believer of God and does ministry work to help other alcoholics recover. In our Will our sister-in-law will be raising Olivia if for some reason we both kick the bucket. *sigh* Well our decision has already been made, the paper work has been sent in and we�re not going to change our minds just because of a little pettiness. *** I was talking to my dad about mom yesterday. �Dad, people with Bulbar can live a long life. I read up on it and there�s a gentleman who�s had it for 20 years. Why did the doctor give mom an expiration date?� �Because your mother needs to have a tube put in her stomach but she refuses to get one.� �She�s giving up just like that?� �I�m having a priest talk to her tomorrow. If he can convince her that it�s a form of suicide she might change her mind.� I hope that changes her mind!