There are moments like these when I really notice my isolation. I wake up at 6am to take care of the baby while Mike sleeps until 10-11am. He lounges in the living room while I take care of Olivia. He goes to practice and I stay home with Olivia. He calls after practice is done and asks if I don�t mind if he goes out with our friends while I stay home with Olivia. Normally I just shrug it off and say, �Sure.� I�m normally disappointed but today�today I was devastated.