Other then being a wreck, I�m doing alright. I�m down about six pounds but I�m sure I can pick those right back up in a few days.
I�m back on my meds, so things can only get better.
Do you know what I really hate? When Mike gets scared the way he�s been lately. I hate that I�m the cause of that. He�s making meal plans and exercise programs for me in order to feel like he�s in control of the situation and all I want to do is sit and sob for a while. He won�t let me get away with that.
It�s frustrating. Enraging! Infuriating!!! But I need it. I need him. And I need him to feel like everything has a simple answer. Everything has a simple cure.